Something weird is going on....

This could be my imagination but something weird is definitely going on with my body right now. My boobs have been seriously hurting for about a week, I have fatigue every morning (even though I've been eating healthier than I ever have in my whole life), and my back pain is really getting to me. Plus, I have some of that same white discharge and "down there" wetness that I had when I was pregnant in January.  But I'm still trying to figure out if that could be my imagination.

I had my period on 9/27, and I think I ovulated on 10/11. So I'm not due for my period for another few days.

I don't want to take a pregnancy test because it seems like, whenever I take them too early, I just want to kick myself. Something about seeing that damn "negative" test tends to make me go, "damn, not again!" and it kind of seals it in my head that i am definitely not pregnant, and it's just not going to happen that month. And that anxiety just can't be good for a pregnancy, no matter what stage  you're in. So I feel like I should wait a little while. 

I will admit, I've been taking FertilPlus again... for about a month. But I'd taken it before, and it took me a few months to get pregnant and show any symptoms. So... I guess I'll have to just see how this goes. I'm really ok with not being pregnant this month, but it would be nice if it happened sometime in the next 6 months : ). I just started eating super duper insanely healthy about a month ago, so ideally it'd be nice to be that healthy, for about 3 months before conception.  So in this case, waiting a little while could be a benefit. 

Will let you know how it goes!